Why

Its been 4 months for us..
Its not a short or long period..
I was very happy when first we met ang get together..
But seem things changed..
She went to singapore and busy all time..
I dont know why..
Why temper must be so bad when u reached there?
have u ever think of my feeling here?
Tought u will remember i had told you before leaving here..
Even you had listened but seem u had forgot it clearly..
You never know nowadays you had spoke words that hurt me..
Nothing else i can do except accept the fact..
I tried to explain to you but you never want to listen..
Just keep silent and take as its my wrong at all..
Stil remember last time this is kind of care that you like and need..
Now did you feel annoyed?
I'm regret of letting you there..
I shouldnt allow..
Recently you seem dont care about where and what i'm doing..
just a phone call..
Is it that hard?
Stil remember you just told me that " after class must text you de meh? "
You never know how hurt is this..
u had promised to text me or call whenever you go but now?
I dont know why u change to be like that..
I wished and prayed that everything will be fine..
Cant even explain my feelings to you..
Just feel that i'm not that important to you anymore..
Last time you wil accompany no matter how tired..
When i'm moody , you're by my side..
But now you're not..
Totally no time for me..
Even u come back also got no time for me..
Why?
Do i stil important for you?
Do you understand my heartache of your sudden changing ma?
I wish you can change back..
i had prayed..
guess you will never see this post..
If yes , maybe you wil tink i'm stupid enough..
Its heartache all because i love you

Finally

Hard to describe my life nowadays ..
But for sure its nice and fulled with happiness ..
Its really my pleasure to meet a girl like her ..
Guess its fate ..
And i gonna appreciate it before everything too late ..
I wish that we both can really carry out this relationship till the end ..
U had gave me something that i cant get it before ..
Care and love ..
That's what i need for a long time and now i get it ..
Appreciate wil do more than anything ..

mood

I start missing u madly ..
But what to do ..
I cant do anything else ..
Its really unfair ..
Just like a knife cut through the fragile heart ..
Its bleeding and who know whats the colour of it bleed ..
Maybe time will help to cure it ..
I wish u with all my heart ..
Stay happy always to u ..

Do you knw i miss u a lot ?
By anyway , i cant tell u like that anymore..
I realise it is unfair for both of us..
I miss u a lot..