Been nearly a year since i'm single .
But for honestly , i never forget about my ex .
The best gf i ever had .
Maybe these are two of reason why i couldn't get couple .
Saw her photos at overseas with family and bf .
For the moment , i feel proud .
Because she had made a good decision before .
It's the best for us to keep away long distance relationship .
She gain a real good life now .
And there's no reason why i need to disturb her except than wish .
I had brought every particular things related her into dustbin .
Not to mention a letter from singapore .
Everything is now useless even though i still have my feel over her .
Wishing is wishing .
About my life now , awfull .
Being one of the Toyota and Lexus specialist .
I had to settle most of the problems or shit that others cant .
This drive me crazy daily because i need to twist my mind real hard .
And before new company done , we already gain 2 dealership for klang region .
Sometimes , my phone just ring non-stop .
I feel tired but just for few years .
I want to drive a Lexus , go for vacation and own a house .
A gf ? No way for now even i wanted one badly .
No time to accompany gf if i'm coupled .
Life now , Work Hard Earn Hard !

Wish List till 2014

1.) Buy my very own car on beginning 2012
2.) Stablise TOM'S klang after setup done
3.) Gain more than rm20k cash in my bank account
4.) Invest on more than one business
5.) Japan

Job

Indeed , i love my job now..
Superb busy.
Went Sunway and Bangsar.
Cant imagine my life when new company grand opening.
But how , this is what i want.
To forget every single of you.
Money , i love you =)

Aims

Been talked to my dad yesterday.
All about life after i end my diploma.
So here we go , i have to bear everything on my own now.
From every penny cents.
Its true i got my dreams.
I do fall in love and gals fall on me.
I can never say yes because i gain my dreams.
Sorry for those i had rejected in few months time.
I just want to stay concentrate on my career and family now.
My dad was capable to run his own business on age 28.
Married on the same age , have us on 28 too.
3 years he was able to buy land and cars.
Having branches in Klang.
I admire HIM.
And i talked to myself.
I can do just like him or way more better.
Whoever saw this post , will never understand what im going through.
I'm not letting any opportunity to gain success.
It isn't correct that peoples say love will be a barrier.
It's just not the correct timing and person.
Still i never forget about her.
Her smile , spaghetti , charlie and everything.
She is still the reason that keeps me motivated.

For no reason , 2nd september 2011 noted the day i step into real business with my father.
And so here we go , millions in 3 years time.
Goodluck for us!

Life

12 more days to end my job at kl..
And hence, there's a lot klang customers awaiting my return to troubleshoot their cars..
Business and customers are nw growing widely..
More and more to go to achieve what i had dream for since few years ago..
And its gonna be achieve in 6 more months..
Go Engine Garage~

Life

Life , is going on hard as age..
Too much , just too much to handle..
Its still kid can be joyful..
I'm not blaming but facing every reality..
Hopefully everything goes on as i thought..
Thats the reason i pray a lot nowadays..

21/07/2011

Been a time i never on my blogger..
Hence , its time..
Life getting real busy now..
Reflash back , its my hardwork since 12 years old..
Remember i'm still a teenager and my dad forced me to work..
I blamed him for such touture..
But now , i'm happy with everything he done..
I'm now 20 and moving on to have own business which supported by him..
3 years learning tyre and wheel alignment , 2 years learning about engine , and finally 2 years learning about eletronic , can-bus and multiplexing..
Its luck which brought me into Vision Auto , TOM'S in Malaysia..
From every part , i'm trained very well to be a good diagnose technician..
Soon , in few months time , new TOM'S Klang will be appear..
May brotherhood make success..
And new job im having as a Workshop Leader soon..
Will be touturing my own mind..
Japanese language , its like my 4th language now..
However , besides than my family , colleague and everyone who taught me well..
Im giving my thanks to Charmaine Song , i guess she wil never get to read my post here..
Cause for 6 months we get together , im totally happy and not moody to write any shit here..
We broke up due to distance..
Still u're the best gf that i ever had..
I wished u the very best in job and new relationship..
U are the reason why im so concentrate in my job after broke up..
If weren't you , there will be no motivation for me..
Been 7 months we never contact..
16th July 2010 , i never the day when we smiled at each other during first meet..
However , its past now..
I dont love you anymore , but i still think of you sometimes..
Places and things , memories and past..
I will remember you for my whole life..
Thanks for giving me a chance to love again..
Thanks for helping me to cure mental sickness..
Thanks for lending me a hand..
Thanks for everything in 6 months time and i never regret anything about u..
Letters and things worth to be remember , i thrown it away..
Its whole over new start for me now..
25th Ogos 2011 , i'm leaving TOM'S bangsar..
Its a whole new step for me..
Is still waiting for someone worth for me to love again..
But still i'm gonna be success in 3 years time..
Thats my bet and i'm confident..
Goodlucks~

Time

4 more months to go..
Final to end the freaking training life and graduate..
Its hard life now..
Months without income is totally shit!
June , Sepang International Circuit is having competition..
Thinking whether to take part as Pit Crew or not..
Its a chance to work with japanese and international race team..
Ofcourse 2 things will not be miss out at Race Day : Nice Ride and Hot Chicks!
The only consideration is about the weather at Sepang Circuit , its above 35 degree celcius.
Will burn me to death! haha..

Face more challenges now be well prepared for future~

END = START

IS NOW BACK TO SOLO again..
Life cant stop without her..
Im moving on and getting better..

Why

Its been 4 months for us..
Its not a short or long period..
I was very happy when first we met ang get together..
But seem things changed..
She went to singapore and busy all time..
I dont know why..
Why temper must be so bad when u reached there?
have u ever think of my feeling here?
Tought u will remember i had told you before leaving here..
Even you had listened but seem u had forgot it clearly..
You never know nowadays you had spoke words that hurt me..
Nothing else i can do except accept the fact..
I tried to explain to you but you never want to listen..
Just keep silent and take as its my wrong at all..
Stil remember last time this is kind of care that you like and need..
Now did you feel annoyed?
I'm regret of letting you there..
I shouldnt allow..
Recently you seem dont care about where and what i'm doing..
just a phone call..
Is it that hard?
Stil remember you just told me that " after class must text you de meh? "
You never know how hurt is this..
u had promised to text me or call whenever you go but now?
I dont know why u change to be like that..
I wished and prayed that everything will be fine..
Cant even explain my feelings to you..
Just feel that i'm not that important to you anymore..
Last time you wil accompany no matter how tired..
When i'm moody , you're by my side..
But now you're not..
Totally no time for me..
Even u come back also got no time for me..
Why?
Do i stil important for you?
Do you understand my heartache of your sudden changing ma?
I wish you can change back..
i had prayed..
guess you will never see this post..
If yes , maybe you wil tink i'm stupid enough..
Its heartache all because i love you